Tuesday, August 09, 2011
It hurts everyday to know that what has been treasured is now gone.
It hurts to keep up with having my relationship with God when I don't have a relationship with His Family.
It hurts to know that God is my God but He can't be fully my God because God is a God of relationships.
It hurts that I am losing myself because of trying to hang on and move on.
It hurts that trusting pays a lot of risks and may end up a disaster.
It hurts to not fit-in in this shallow stereotyped world just because I am not accepted for who I am, even in God's Family.
It hurts to "belong" in a group and assumed that I fit-in though they do not know who I really am.